If u can understand and realise...
Can't sleep.
Been watching MTV from 12 plus till now. Dunno wat to do.. Feel like going for a walk now but i will be scolded if were to go down cos its so late.
Just in a lousy mood since yest. Cried the whole night. Ha, so bad i din even went to school today. =E256, pls note tt this is a bad eg. U r nt to follow!=
Kwang, i really dunno wat i can do except to be the 'bad' person in ur life. I know u'll be angry. Seriously, i hate myself for being such an annoying person! But if u can understand and realise...
I have passed the stage of giving up on you. No matter how u (intentionally or unintentionally) try to use words that hurt badly, i wan u to know that i really wan to be an influence to you in a good way. If u can understand and realise...
You have come so far, and u and i know that, God had shown grace and mercy to you and what's more can He show u that He truly love u. If u can understand and realise...
The fact that God freed n brought u out of bondage is not to put u in anther bondage.
Kwang, all the things that we do, is really that we love you. If u can understand and realise...
If God can touch you before, He can touch you again.. You dun need to just have a encounter... Once.... but again and again and again... cos Jesus loves u. n so do I n the cg.. If u can understand and realise.. Lord, that my prayer to you. An encounter with Kwang. From u.
Chatted with Grace just nw. While talking abt kwg then i realised that she was crying. *hope u dun mind me blogging this part* Seriously, forthe first time, i was losssst for words! I dunno wat to say. Probably bcos i was feeling the same way n i understood. If onlyy he undrstand and realise...
faith.. prayer.. fasting.. anything.. i m willing......
Seeing Grace like tt, i can only tell myself to embrace myselff up. In fact, i've think i made some ppl worried bout me. Peien u need to be strong, the cell grp need u. u cant fall.
All the more i need u Lord. Who can i turn to except u.
Well as im blogging this with tears, i have this beautiful song to share with u guys. When u tell me that u love me by Westlife and Diana Ross.
Its really a nice n touching song. Do hear it. Click on the MV.
As im listening to this song, just felt that it was like a communion with my heavenly father.
"everytime you touch me
i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are"
It's because God touched me, i can be a hero.
He is my hero so i can be one.
Jesus u are my HERO. I LOVE YOU.
EnEn on 4:43 AM