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Trip to sentosa
My maid will be leaving for Indonesia back to her hometown on 6th Apr. I must say she did a very good job taking care of my granny while she was alive. Must really thank God for providing such a good maid. So, my aunt decided to bring my parents n my maid to tour Singapore these 2 weeks since my parents n maid haven't been to the places of interests before. They have been the ones busy taking care of my granny, not able to travel around.
So, first stop for today was to Sentosa. Was thinking whether i should go with them at first cos its 8am in the morn. But compared to being alone at home, i decided to go with them. I believed i could just help my aunt take care of them. Bought the Sentosa experience package to skytower, merlion, butterfly n insect park, images of Singapore. 5 pax costing $119! but my aunt treated us. Then we bought a separate tics to Underwater world, giving us complimentary entry to dolphin lagoon. Finally, we sat the cable car back to harbourfront. Took quite a no. of fotos. Hopefully i can post in up soon. :) Tom we'll be heading to the zoo!
EnEn on 3:48 PM
U'll be in my heart
22nd March 2006 will always be remembered by me forever. A day i lose my beloved. Someone whom no one can replace. I love u grandma.
It has seemed that a part of me has left together with her. Many asked if i'm alright already. Yes i guess. but i know i am just not the same since the day of departure. Something changed in me. Good or bad, i dunno. Good i guess. I think i gonna mature up out from this.
Its been hard to getting to slp. Flashes of images of past, day of death, mandai cremation will just come. I used to love the night. but definitely not now. I hope it will be over soon. Though for the past yr, she was bedridden. but at least her presence can be felt. Now that she has joined the Lord, and my maid will be going back on the 6Apr, the house gonna be quieter. I hate that. I dun mind to be alone but this time round, its loneliness. There's just an emptiness that i really pray that God can fill it up again. I need my mennasseh.
Right from my birth, she was there. She carried me, took care of me while i'm sick. She's the one who attended all meet-the-parents sessions in school on behalf of my parents since they are dumb n mute. Taught me chinese. Pray for my exams. Made me kneel down to pray daily too while i was young. I will not be standing here as a cgl if without her. Every day without fail, she will do her quiet time, n definitely have fresh revelations from God. That's where she wrote it down in books.
More than words could say how much she has done for me, i am waiting for the day when i'll meet her again in heaven. I love u.
EnEn on 3:15 PM
>.<>.<
Haha... I know u guys miss me so much rite?? Sorry tt i MIA from here these weeks. Dunno why i haven been on the comp tt much these days and even if i was, i wld just surf awhile and went off without penning down my thots. Anyway, there wasn't much stuff tt really happen though. So i guess, i was lazy to blog those usual stuff. Hehe.. Looking forward to the East Coast outing!
So till then.. Ciao!
EnEn on 8:45 AM