I am now in office waiting for time to fly cos im meeting Grace. Still early, so i decided to blog. Hmm.. recently i have been fellowshipping with some of the leaders and its really awesome. So, i shared with one of my closer fren abt hows CG and surprisingly he heard abit of what's going on on a matter. But was rather disappointed because hearing from him, he said the other party kind of dun understand why i did certain thing (which i was shock cos i utterly did not do anything) with regards to an issue and due to bad communication of sharing from one person to another person then to another person(wat english is this.. sorry..), my reputation was put bad in front of others. The bible says that reputation is worth silver and gold. So, i was rather sad lar.. who wouldn't. But thank God, my fren defended and stood up for me. He said he will talk to the person even more since after hearing what happen. He feels i did right. And phew.. thank God i accounted to Pastor. In fact, my gd fren said something very true, that my members are under my covering and i must be responsible for them cos God will hold me accountable for them! It struck my heart, cause before that i shared with him, maybe i should not care so much, see how things goes. Wow.. Jesus gave me a hammer on my head! Haha.. God is good, he brings people into my life and ask them to speak to me at the right timing.

Erm.. aside from this, it seems that some of my members seems to be tired. So hey, those of you reading this, dun be downcasted ya? 2 more months and its going to be Christmas and year end! I know life is tough and sometimes dreadful, (i feel the same way) but cheerup, make that decision to be happy! Somehow, when i make tt decision, God gave me the strength! Dun believe? Just look at the prev posting. Haha i was ranting away but now i feel alive! =) But of cos, if u need a listening ear, feel free to call or sms or msn or email or meet up or.. er.. dunno le. But i love you k?

P.S Cheryl if you are reading this, i've noted, u are going to BEI JING on the 25th NOV and will be there till 18JAN. Haha.. i apologise that i keep mixing up btw beijing and shanghai. Sollie.. Anyway, i still see you on msn ya? But i will miss you one =( i will forward you sermons that you've missed and if u need anything just let me know hor.




Hmm.. today when i stepped into office, a surge of frustration came up when i saw all my letters in my in-tray, open my email and whole lots of unread emails came up, stacks of cheques not banked in, phone starts to ring before i can warm my seat. Argh.. i'm tired. Actually i dun wish to confess it out but i really am. The thoughts that i have not prepare for my exams, the OTs im going to do in Dec due to my exam leave is scaring me. Also, cg matters and big days are coming. December is also a time where i need to prepare my quarterly billing for Jan - mar 08 rentals. Just for retail alone, there are all together 230 shops in Raffles city! I have not included the offices inside. My supervisor had just came up to me that there'a alot of work for me to do when i come back from my exams. Argh!! I couldn't sleep well. I find that i can't sleep too long. When i sleep too long, i will start to have nigthmare and i dun feel peace. I think stress is coming up again. This is bad. I need to pray more. One thing i have been doing is speaking positively. (trying very hard). One more month to exams..=S






Sorry guys i know i have not been blogging these few days. That's because i'm currently addicted to the show romantic princess! Well, yes... its a romance drama acted by Angela Zhang Shao Han and Wu Zun. I totally love the show! and i've always longed for such kind of romance. =X It mean i love guys who are romantic. haha. Anyway, Wu Zun's acting is really getting better and better. He's really very 'me ren'. His smile can melt people's heart. hehe.. Well, i've also uploaded the ending song of this show. The MV is not up yet. But pls do listen to it! Its really nice. In fact go youtube and watch it! Even you guys out there, give it a try... go and watch it, you will lurve it! *HUGS & MELTING*

Alright, putting this aside, i've been rather busy and tired. Busy with what, i'm not sure either. Yesterday we had our AGM. For the first time, it ended at 10pm. MIRACLE! Wahaha... Then i headed to Seng Pang Bedok to eat prata and chicken. I ended up having stomache and didn't go for work! Yes 1 day mc. Actually i wanted to ask for 2 days. =X So basically i was rotting at home. Hehehe..

hmmm... cant help but to think of the show again!! Aw... so romantic.. btw, Gerrard scored yesterday! at the 7th min. but in the end draw agst Arsenal. =( But he is still the best! W/o him, Liverpool might even lose, so thanks to him.. ~.~




Alright, i know i haven blogged these few days. Cos i'm addicted to my youtube currently! =X so bear with me, i will blog tom. (i think)

Ciao!




TGIF! I'm so happy lah. Manage to close accounts yesterday successfully without any hipcup. Must really thank God for it. This whole week has been so stressful! In fact i've never been so stress up in my life. (maybe i exagerrated) but really, its been quite some time im so stress out. >.< So to pamper myself, i went to watch movie lor. BROTHERS! Hmm.. i like the ending song by Andy Lau and Eason. Anyway, im excited for cgm later! Hopefully i can preach my best. Was so tired yest my mind cant really flow. =S I'm gonna chiong to ABC later for my claypot 'te gua' aka pork liver.

Eversince, i went to for dinner with Grace on Sunday, she intro me the claypot rice and the 'te gua'. Its the best i've ever eaten! I'm serious lar.. Its so nice that after i went back, the whole week i was still thinking for my claypot te gua. In my dreams too lor.. Anyway, the ba chor mee and the tze char there is also nice and cheap. Good buy, best buy, MUST TRY! =X Wahaha..
But i better be a good gal and sleep early tonight. I have class at 10 am - 1pm tomorrow. =( Suppose to be on Sunday 10am - 5pm. But i am invited to BQ bdae celebration. (Hmm.. i wonder if he gonna wear bikini on that day.. =X) Anyway faint, who can absorb 6 hours of work in one day?? So since i cant attend lesson on Sunday due to party, so the smart me opt to go sat class then apply leave on Mon and attend morn 10am-1pm class. That means i wasted one day of leave yet again. (I can expect Grace to nag at me liao for wasting tt one day of leave when i can use it in Dec for my exams and study..Lol..) p.s Grace dun worry, i have set aside 4 days of leave in dec for my preparation of exams le. *wink wink* Apart from the 4 days i still have leave left. Muhaha..Anyway i think i need the leave to rest my mind from work. Too bad Mingli cant do that, cos she got no more leave left to take. So poor her hv to slog it out on Sun alone in class w/o me. Haiz.. so peeps, reading my blog, STOP me from playing my neopets and PS2 tonight!! Nag me to slp!! heh heh heh -.-lll

Ok, i realise that i have not put up pictures in my blog for quite sometime le, apart from the picture of beloved Gerrard. *Melting* And my canon camera is collecting dust at home. So i shall use it more often and upload the picts here so tt my blog wont seem so dull. Although having the picture of Gerrard is enough to brighten up my blog alr, i reckon some of you eh hem dislike him (see left chatterbox), so i'll put up picts of other people. eg. me and Gerrard together. =X

Ciao! Love ya peeps!




1. The person who tagged you is:
- Grace, Cheryl and Praise

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
- It's a secret that i can't tell. =X

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
- Grace : Absolutely love ivan heng, dick lee, chaowei, used to love married man. Someone who gets high after drinking bundung.
-Cheryl: Gorgeous, faithful, loves shopping and fashion
- Praise: Speak good english. Those tt wants to get A1 for O' level, come sign up with me with a registration fee of $5000.00. Results guaranteed.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
-Encouraged me when i lost my beloved

5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:
-Thanks for being a great cgl when i feel i am not.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
-ask God for forgiveness and pray for healing to my sight.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
-Love Gerrard wholeheartedly and sing liverpool fc song

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
-love them back even more. cos bible say to love ur enemy. (aw.... Gerrard must be so proud of me that im so gracious..)

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
-Talking bad about Gerrard

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
- give them each a photo of Gerrard so that they can pray for Gerrard safety as well. >.<

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
- the anointed ones

12. How you think people around you will feel about you:
- They will think that i've made a right choice choosing Gerrard as my lover.

13. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
- Determined, longsuffering (haha), promise keeper

14. The characteristic you hate about yourself is:
- times when i am feeling emo

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
-Jesus or
- Myself

16. For people that care and like you, say something to :
- Thanks for all the support and encouragement that you've given to me. Even during times when i make mistakes, u were there for me. Sorry if i din avail myself to you when u need me the most.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) Chloe
2) Tabitha
3) Michelle
4) Mingli
5) Bikiniqueen
6) Suat Wei
7) mk
8) Pastor Aries
9) Reagan
10) Pastor Kong =X
No. 4- 10 has no blog i suppose.. so you can email @ graceseow@yahoo.com and i will publish here for you. Looking forward to No. 10 the most! Wahahaha

Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
Jesus? =S

What is no.2 studying?
She's working but thinking of studying ACCA

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
last sat at Bedok

Does no.1 has any siblings?
Yea..

Will you woo no.3?
No.. i want to be faithful to Gerrard.




Peace Is Not The Absence Of Turmoil;It Is The Acknowledgement Of God’s Presence.

“These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”John 16:33 (NKJV)

Not only was there a bitter herb set upon the Passover table, but there was also a sweet, delicate herb. Parsley is that customary herb, used to remind Jews of the sweet, peaceful incidents that no doubt occurred during their long journey to the land God prepared for them. But God cares far more about your faith than He does about your comfort. We read in 1 Peter 1:7 that trials are only tests of our faith, to show that it is strong and pure.

In Job 23:8-9, Job records his search for God, “I go east, but He is not there. I go west, but I cannot find Him. I do not see Him in the north, for He is hidden. I turn to the south, but I cannot find Him.” It could have appeared to Job that God had entirely abandone d him. All of his efforts to find God’s presence in his turmoil led to nothing until we come to verse 10, which says, “But He knows.” Job acknowledges that God knows his state, and if God knows, then He must be near!

He continues, “But He knows where I am going, and when He has tested me like gold in a fire, He will pronounce me innocent.” Do those sound like the words of an anxious, fretful man? No!His words come from a heart that is reassured of God’s faithfulness even in his trouble, and because of that, great peace, as celebrated with the sweet herb, guards his heart and fights his mind.

Let me ask you, has God ever failed you before? Even once? Then why would He fail you now? Remember His faithfulness in times past, and rest in the peace He so generously provides.

p.s special thanks to Ben

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Something not related to above:

CapitaLand 7th Anniversary Celebration
Theme: A Nite At The Oscars
Date: 21 Nov 07, Wed
Time: 6pm - 11pm
Venue: Raffles City Convention Centre, Raffles Ballroom
Come dressed up like your favourite movie character
See you there!!!

Geez.. what am i going to wear??? hmm.. maybe i should put this theme in our thanksgiving cg ya? Muhahaha.. Anyway, you guys help me think ok?




I finally signed up for my exam entry yesterday after much reminders from BQ despite the smses came so 'early'. Actually i told myself ''i'll signed up tom'' (i say this to myself everytime), but i think poor BQ will have to keep smsing me early morn, so i decided to 'discipline' my flesh, set my heart and signed up. Prolly i just dun wan to take the exams thats why i kept delaying.. Geez...

Anyway, i had ma la steamboat with Grace and Suat yest. Think we ate for three hours? But i like the fellowship. It was fruitful.

Haiz.. i told a lie just now.. (got to repent). if you are seeing this, sorry la. I dunno wat to reply so i act blur lor. But i was really talking to the auditors before that and im really not feeling well. Hmm.. aiya its just tt I dun like to be caught in the middle of no where, undecisive. Maybe i was impatient, its my fault too. Sorry.. I thought i hide it quite well.. Din expect you to see it through, surprisingly =X In fact, no one knew. But im ok so no worries. (ate a 71% dark chocolate to cure it...lol)

Geez.. Im gonna watch beauty world next yr.. I can't believe it.

p.s i haven listen to the soundtrack of forbidden city. =X I promise i will....














Auditors! Auditors! Auditors! Oh man... i really think auditors and accountants are like Bush vs Osama. I spend the whole morning doing nth but digging and photocopying documents for them. -_-lll
Seriously i will never go into audit line. *Slap me if i do*

Sigh.. meeting with auditors after lunch.

Hmm.. tom is wed again. Its the weekly bible study in my company. Im supposed to lead worship but i have not prepared yet. =X can't think of any song yet. The choice of song have to be 'not so new' and a song that most churches sing, if not, i will end up singing it alone.




First of all, to all my readers Happy Children's Day!! =)

I was just smsing Bikiniqueen that sometimes how i wish i don't grow up so fast and continue to be like a little child enjoying my holiday, sleeping in my cosy bed and someone will just slip up and put a little pressie beside my bed. He reply me saying that i can always buy a present for myself and chong yi chong zi ji. When i saw this sms, a thought tt was always on my mind flooded back again. The truth is no one can give me the present that i truly want. Only Daddy God can. And yes i am waiting for Him to slip in one day and tell me the present that i want is ready. *gosh.. feel like crying*

While we are on the topic of children's day presents, i received an email from my company HR dept. -->

1st October is Children's Day! On this day, we wish you and your children lots of fun and laughter!

A $10.00 CapitaVoucher will be given away to staff whose child is aged 12 years old and below.

For staff located in malls and buildings
The voucher(s) will be delivered to you

For staff located in Robinson Point & ILEC
Would appreciate the respective department representative(s) to collect from your respective BU's HR by today

CCL & CFL - Rachel, Connie or Alicia (RP, 11th Floor - HR Department)
CRTL - Mei Ling or Li Hua (RP, 19th Floor - HR Department)
ILEC - Yan Peng (8 Shenton Way, 49th Floor - HR Department)


Happy Children's Day!

Best regards,
HR
CCL, CFL, ILEC & CRTL

When i read this, i was like O.O. Gonna eat my heart out.


But anyway back to happier things. I watched HSS with Ace and BQ yesterday. There wasn't alot of people in the cinema. Dun understand why.. Its a good story.
Then we shopped ard and ate tau hui. Head down to play arcade after that. It was only then, i felt better in my mood. But thank God for frens like Ace and BQ. Knew that they were so tired but still accompany me. =)