I am now in office waiting for time to fly cos im meeting Grace. Still early, so i decided to blog. Hmm.. recently i have been fellowshipping with some of the leaders and its really awesome. So, i shared with one of my closer fren abt hows CG and surprisingly he heard abit of what's going on on a matter. But was rather disappointed because hearing from him, he said the other party kind of dun understand why i did certain thing (which i was shock cos i utterly did not do anything) with regards to an issue and due to bad communication of sharing from one person to another person then to another person(wat english is this.. sorry..), my reputation was put bad in front of others. The bible says that reputation is worth silver and gold. So, i was rather sad lar.. who wouldn't. But thank God, my fren defended and stood up for me. He said he will talk to the person even more since after hearing what happen. He feels i did right. And phew.. thank God i accounted to Pastor. In fact, my gd fren said something very true, that my members are under my covering and i must be responsible for them cos God will hold me accountable for them! It struck my heart, cause before that i shared with him, maybe i should not care so much, see how things goes. Wow.. Jesus gave me a hammer on my head! Haha.. God is good, he brings people into my life and ask them to speak to me at the right timing.

Erm.. aside from this, it seems that some of my members seems to be tired. So hey, those of you reading this, dun be downcasted ya? 2 more months and its going to be Christmas and year end! I know life is tough and sometimes dreadful, (i feel the same way) but cheerup, make that decision to be happy! Somehow, when i make tt decision, God gave me the strength! Dun believe? Just look at the prev posting. Haha i was ranting away but now i feel alive! =) But of cos, if u need a listening ear, feel free to call or sms or msn or email or meet up or.. er.. dunno le. But i love you k?

P.S Cheryl if you are reading this, i've noted, u are going to BEI JING on the 25th NOV and will be there till 18JAN. Haha.. i apologise that i keep mixing up btw beijing and shanghai. Sollie.. Anyway, i still see you on msn ya? But i will miss you one =( i will forward you sermons that you've missed and if u need anything just let me know hor.