Your Attitude Determines Your Altitude

2008-04-23T15:23:00.002+08:00

Took half day to go in Jb so i can sign up for my bridal package at Dawn's. We had an adventurous day i must say. Supposed to leave office at 1245pm but due to mth end closing, i could only finish at 145pm. Finally i went home to get change and take my passport to meet Lionel. It's the first time to go JB by bus. After checking, we took 160 frm Jurong East. On the bus, Lionel gave a call to his mum to inform him that he's on the way to woodlands checkpoint. His mum was saying better make sure his passport is not expired cos it happened to his mum once, so she had to go to lavender to renew and head back to JB. Lionel kept laughing at her lar..

Guess wat.... he reaped wat he sow and i became the victim. Nope his passport did not expire but he took a wrong passport!!!! He only realise it when we reached woodlands checkpoint departure hall!!!! He took reagan's passport. -___- cos the other time some of us went in by car, apparently reagan's passport was wrongly handed to Lionel. So thinking it was his, he kept it lor.. It was dark in the car and Lionel did not check la.

So.... we frantically called Reag.. After like a zillion times (ok i exaggerated) we managed to get him. He was at Pasir Ris, and we are at Woodlands! So how?!! Bo bian, so each of us gave in a little, we decided to meet at Jalan Kayu. Now the prob is.... u cant su ka su ka U-turn and say u wanto go back from woodlands checkpoint. We had to go the counter, talk to the police and tell them what happen, then, a special door was open for us to go to the arrival hall so we can take a bus to Kranji Mrt. The ppl are there are strict lor..

From the mrt, we took a cab to Jalan Kayu. Waited at the Prata store. Both of us were hungry as we did not eat lunch. but..... we resisted the temptation of prata cos we were afraid once we start eating, Reag's car would hv arrive. We did not want to waste anymore time.. Oh did i mention that by the time we met Reag, it was already 5.20PM??!!!!!! Wasted so much time right? my half day very precious leh.. I can't afford to not go in JB tt day.. i din wanto take another half day of leave lor.

Anyway, from Jalan Kayu we took a cab back again.. We told the uncle Kranji mrt (dun ask me why we din say Woodlands checkpoint.. cos newbie Lionel din know we can drop at the checkpoint. he tot no taxi allowed cos cant U-turn. -____-lll i told him can but he dun believe me). While reaching, uncle ask exit by SG Turf club? We say yes even when we were unsure abt it. And we really landed in the Turf club. AHHH!!! Man! i dunno i shd be angry or laughing abt it la.. But somehow, the uncle U-turn and we saw the checkpoint sign, we told the uncle to let us alight at the checkpoint. The driver was saying " Aiya just say Woodlands checkpoint la, i know how to drive here! Go Kranji for wat.." Haiz.... it was 545pm. When we reached JB check point, its abt 6pm.

Wat a day!

Ok now to happy things! Well, we sign up with Dawn's for RM 3888 aka $1700. Hehe.. Its a gd deal! Cos this package in SG will cos S$3888. ya! change the dollar sign will. That's how ex it is in SG. But the thing is tat u will need to travel in to JB lor. but since Dawn's is at citysquare so its alright. 5 min walk from JB checkpoint will do. =)
We went down to stonegrill to eat and shop! I went to skin food and bought Aloe Vera BB cream pact! I tried there, i think its easier to apply and gd!

By ard 830 we are already back in SG! Phew~

2008-04-17T14:01:00.002+08:00

Exams are coming in 1.5mths time. I've not started mugging. *scream* I think i gonna start after my mth-end closing. Its really crazy this mth. Did 4 days of OT this mth. It may nt seem alot to some of you but to someone who hardly do OT, its tiring.

Went to JB last Sunday to look for some bridal packages. Went to one at city square called Dawn's Wedding. It's very European Style. The service there is like 10 times better than SG (ok, im bias) and price is much cheaper. After discussing me and Lionel decided to go for it. As, we din sign up immediately on that day, i need to go in JB again to sign up. Wanted to do it this week, but i dun think i can make it cos of EOGM on Sun. Anyway, while we were there, i saw many nice clothings. but i din manage to shop cos beside me and dar there were 2 other frens. We went for dinner at taman sentosa, famous for their 'tze char', we ordered like 1kg of crayfish and other stuff. But its really delicious! Must go in and eat again. Muhaha~~

This week will be the last week before Wei travel to Qing Dao. Sigh.. Sad sad.. During these mths, wei being a 'cgl', i must say i happy to see the effort she has put in. i really see the potential in her. She's hungry. Although she is just going for 4mths, i really will miss her. *feel like crying* =S

Wei, if you seeing (which i doubt anyone would see my blog anyway.. hahaha), we gonna miss you!!!!!

Look forward to tom CG. =)

2008-03-28T15:21:00.002+08:00

This is the wristlet that i bought yesterday. But i bought gold colour.

Went for departmental lunch just now. Super full. Will post some fotos when i get home. =)

2008-03-27T12:22:00.003+08:00

Well, i know you peeps must be thinking "wah this Peien 3mins hot again". Sorry lar. just either too busy to blog or too lazy. But hey, its not only blogging, i haven been logging on to my friendster and facebook for ages man. And msn is 'on' during office hrs. -__-lll i guess i'm just exhausted to log in to msn after work.

Well, work has been piling up like mountain, As usual i've been swimming in stacks of papers everyday. If you realised, Raffles City Shopping Centre has added more shops in basement and went thru quite a major renovation. And so... more shops= more work for me. ='''(

Anyway, now that Easter is over, i feel i've got to buck up more. Rather then being affect by circumstances ard me, i got DO SOMETHING!!! But of cos not to depend on my own, but i really need to anointing for the Lord. and it means sacrifice. (Frm Ps. Phil msg.. er.. doesn't mean i wanto be single again. think only the sat expo ppl will get the joke.) Seriously, i feel i got to pray more, fast more. Lord i need u!!! I felt i need to meet different connect grps each week for BS and pray together. Really sensed that each Shall do it this week.

Alright! Change topic. As some of you know, i finally got my Sony Viao laptop. Yeah!! Now.. i'm really lazy. Sufing the net on the bed. Lol.. With this laptop, i am able to bring it to overseas trip, outdoor cafes or church to do my work.

Also, with all the busy schedules, i've decided to take half day leave yesterday to spend time with Lion since its his off day. Wanted to take 1 day actually, half day for me to slp, half day to go out. But my leave is limited so i decided to drag myself out to work in the morn. I only left like 11 days of leave? That's soooo not enough!! Considering i have to take like 3 days of leave of my exams in June and another 3 in Dec. So that leaves me with 5 days for the entire year! And what abt days where i need to attend my wedding shoot and other preparations?? Sigh... Btw, i'm not feeling any jitters as of now even though there are lotsa of preparation which i utterly did not do yet. Only booked hotel and church tts all. =X Ok ok... lets not side track, back to my half day leave. Well, it's quite a fruitful day..

1. Went for lunch at some chicken rice stall. treat by Lion!

2. Went Sim Lim to check price of camera for cheryl.

3. At an open space, an uncle was demostrating this fruit juice squasher (watever its called) where u can get fruit juice from without using much strength. Its not run by electric. Lion keep perstering me to buy since its so useful and it only cost $10 bucks. So i bought it lor.

4. Went to Raffles City. Went to COACH. BOUGHT a "bag" dunno wat is it exactly call. It costs $225. But bcos i had a gift card of $100 from Capitaland, i only had to pay $125 for it! Its cheap!!I'm like so happie lar. but hor.. i got something to say... (pls refer to point 8 below)

5. Went to popular bookshop to buy stationery for Lion's workplace. I was complaining why such a big Hotel doesnt requisite it.

6. Went over to Vivo City as Lion wants to sign up Maxonline for his sis to use internet.

7. Went to Earl Swensen for dinner. treat by Lion again. Muacks! Exp lei.. but each set meal includes salad bar buffet. Wasted lor.. cos i dun eat.. -___-lll

8. Went Daiso to continue to buy stationery again..

9.Went challenger to buy Linksys router for his sis which cost abt $115. Thats when i jokingly ask:
P: How come u so buy such an expensive stuff for ur sis. My Coach bag of $125 only, then u din offer to pay for it?
L: Huh?? It cost $125 meh?? I tot after minus off the $100, got to pay $225. Aiya! If i know its $125 i sure will buy for you one!

-_________-lll

Win liao lor!! but even if its $225 also can buy for me one ma. =X Ok lar, joking.

10. Watch Slam. This is the first time after watching 30mins, i feel like leaving the cinema. Its really not even half a star. Serious. So peeps out there! Dun watch! No wonder this movie is shown in a cinema theatre with only 6 rows of seats available. I was asking Lion how come this show so little watching, he told me cos its sneak preview. Yeah right! Usually sneak preview even shown on weekday, if its good, there will still be alot of ppl watching one leh.. Sorry but i think i will consider next time to watch a china movie again.

So thats how i spend my day. will upload some random photos when i'm free. prolly tom. =)

2008-02-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, didn't know what to blog about. But i uploaded a photo of the proposed wedding @ marina madarin pool garden. Give some comments ya? (Although i booked liao.. lol) let me know what games to play also lei.. Dun wan my guest to come and eat n eat. Haha!

2008-01-29T13:13:00.000+08:00

Took this in facebook cos im just too bored during break.

What Kind of Chocolate Would You Be?

Your Quiz Result
You are a PLAIN OL'

HERSHEY'S BAR!

Hershey’s. You’re a standard run-of-the-mill, good ol’ fashioned chocolate. Most people get by on you for the day-to-day sweetness in their life. You give and receive compliments well, and people love feeding off of your energy. You give good gifts, you enjoy simple pleasures, and you’re going to be a great match for whoever you settle with. Overall, you’re a great deal- not too heavy on the wallet, and not too heavy on the crazy. Just about right.

2008-01-04T13:44:00.000+08:00

Alright! Haha i know you guys thought that i'm going stop blogging again rite? Hmm.. but im back again! Blame my exams. Once i stop something for quite some time, i will find it difficult to get back to that habit again. Lol..

Hmm Its already 2008! Well, as many of you know, im getting married this year. *screams* Im actually very nervous la and kind of dunno wat to do. But i have a very experienced wedding coordinator. Haha.. and the best thing is my fren's dad opens a bridal shop. ^.^ and he knows me. I went through my fren's wedding album (his own daughter aka my fren got married too) i was really nice. Had a talk with uncle, he's willing to give me a very good price and he's not charging me for rental of gown on ROM day itself! Muhaha!
ANyway, its still quite long before the big day comes (or at least i think so).

Im now more excited abt my HK trip!! Woohoo~~ Leaving this Sunday. My colleagues asked me to buy ang bao paper from there in preparation for my wedding. -.-llllll Watever... im just gonna have fun eating and playing... and enjoying free air con. Haha.. its about 10 degrees over in HK now.. Lol.

2007-11-29T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, i'm really excited for my exams to finish. I look forward to the days after my exams. I want to fill each day of mine to fellowship, to give bibile study, to attend bible study, to go facial, to do mani and pedi, to buy christmas pressies, to send christmas cards, to shop for clothings and shoes, to get ready for my HK trip, to invite my frens for Christmas service, to prepare for thanksgiving cell grp. There's so many fun things to do after exams. Ah!!! Let my exams end asap. >.<

2007-11-27T17:44:00.000+08:00

As you peeps should realise by now, (if you haven pls go and reprent) your beloved gal is not on msn in the nite anymore! =(Well, I M.IA. aka. Mugging in Action. So got to discipline myself to study. but you can still catch me in the morn at work though. Haha..
Sigh, though im mugging, i dun seem to be very fruitful leh.. My memory is not as good as secondary sch days anymore. *Sob* and the worst thing is.. i get very tired after work. -.-

Haiz.. 8 more days to exam and i just finish topic 1 of 18 and the other module, untouched. Best.. Faint.. Really need the grace of God. Im so stressed that i got a bump on my right forehead near my eye brow lor! And i dunno if the bump is a acne, mosquito bite or a ba lu ku!! but its a little pain when i press it. It seems to give me alittle headache too. I wonder if im thinking too much or wat. I seem to be getting sick. Argh!

Asked Pst for permission today to excuse me from attending leaders mtg. Really got to study. But i will still lead cg on fri though. =) How can i miss it ya? Hmm... its gonna be wierd w/o cheryl ard. =( But i do hope you guys can bring more frens to the cg this week, it will definitely inspire me more to preach my best! Hahaz

Well, its 2 mins to 6pm. im gonna pack bag and ciao liao. Go home to mug. hmm dun learn this method from me k.. its not really tt nice to be packing ur bag b4 6pm. haha..

cya soon!

2007-11-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

Im bored at work. So i decided to create my Facebook. Lol.. Yes, i succumb to Facebook in the end. But i dun really find it very interesting leh. But not bad, just within 2 hours i managed to add 21 friends (as in already confirmed added). It shows how much time people are really spending on Facebook. My beloved Pst is one of them. Wahahaha.. He like the second person who approved me as his friend lar. Haha.. So harppie..

Anyway, the CG blog is up. But can't disclose the website yet cos Fri is the opening ceremony as suggested by Mich. lol.. Faint.. And i haven upload the first post yet. Suppose to do that before Friday. Lol.. will do it.

Hmm.. i need the passion that Grace have to MUG!!! How.. exams in like hmm less than 2 weeks time and apart from attending revision class, i only managed to study 2 pages from topic 1 of my Audit. And i have 20 topics. -.-lll HELP!!! I really need to buck up. This wed and thurs and Sun is my chance to MUG. So peeps, refrain from tempting me to go out. but dun be shy to sms me if u have prob ok? My hp is 24 hr hotline. Er... but hopefully nth happens lar. Hehe.. Oh! Wait! NO....... Wed i have company D&D. Which means Thur and Sun is my MUGGING day. OMG..

Anyway, talking about company D&D, which is tom. We are able to go off at 3pm! So that the time can be used to go home and do a makeover for the party! Its from 6pm to 11pm at Raffles City Convention Centre, Raffles Ballroom. 11pm to 1 am is disco. hmm, why cant capitaland be good enough to give us half-day (morn) as well the next day.. I mean we will all be so tired leh. Alright! One thing i need from you peeps is to pray for me to win my lucky draw! I wanna win a holiday trip ! or something expensive lar. Haha.. My no. is 8525. er, not for you to buy 4-D hor. Remember ah.. pray for 8525 to win! Muhaha!

Sigh.. I gotto mug. I have 2 free movie tix to watch enchanted on thu 730pm at vivo lor, given by our HSBC Trustee.. But.. haiz.. but i think no one is free to watch wif me. =( So i decided to give my tix away to my colleague yet once again.. *Sob* Actually i can get 4 tix lor.. But.. i lazy to ask ard who wanna watch wif me. Haiz.. But nvm lar.. im supposed to mug at home. Maybe pay myself and watch on fri or sat..

Geez.. FREE leh.. yet i din go.. Faint!

2007-11-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

The start of Hell week begins today. You guys will know why soon. Sigh.. Need all ur prayers k?

Had a good meeting yesterday with Pst. Really tarry in the presence of God for 2 hours. I'm really crying out for a breakthrough. Its the last lap for the year, i wanna end it great.

p.s i long to suntan on the beach. sigh.. when can we go sentosa.
p.p.s i left 1/2 day leave to last me till end of year. -.- sian
p.p.p.s i need to make a new pair of specs. i need to take out my contact lens. Argh! stop being lazy!

2007-11-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

Went out with some leaders yesterday nite. In fact after work, i went to Suntec to drop offering cos i forgot to drop it on tue after chatting with ps. and the leaders. Wahaha..

So after dropping offering, i was running errands together with Reag la. lol..

went to Ps Aries' house to drop is jeans
went to Ps Tan house to drop empty boxes cos he's moving. Daniel is sooooo cute!
went to POD (people of destiny) to take stop watches and went back to Suntec
went to china square to pick Jac
went to craving thoughts to eat. its a very nice place. Its opened by a chc mem. Lian is working there. Should org outing to there one day! =)
we stayed till it closes while reag went to exchange his car with an Audi (belongs to BBG mem). Cos Reag has to pick Ps Ulf up today. The Audi is sooo cool lar.. And the engine... undescribly good. I sat at the back seat and prayed that when Ps Ulf sit on the car, let the anointing flow to me. -.-lll Lol...
Anyway, after collecting the Audi, we head down for our movie. =)

2007-11-07T10:58:00.000+08:00

Liverpool 8-0 Besiktas: Record-breaking Reds

Wahaha... So cool lar! See the words in bold. MUST see!

Liverpool regained their European pride and gave themselves a fighting chance of salvaging their Champions League dreams with a stunning 8-0 defeat of a woeful Besiktas.

Yossi Benayoun grabbed a hat-trick as the Turks were over-run in this critical Group A clash. And Liverpool achieved their biggest winning margin in Europe since a 10-1 win over Finnish side Oulun Palloseura in 1980, and this on boss Rafa Benitez's 50th European match in charge at Liverpool.

The win was also the biggest winning margin in a Champions League game.

The breakthrough came when Voronin prodded a pass through the middle and Crouch forced his way between two defenders to see his first shot blocked by Arikan, before following up to stab home the lose ball.

With Steven Gerrard everywhere and Liverpool dominating at a high tempo it was no surprise that a harassed Besiktas wanted to calm things down. But the second arrived on 32 minutes after Riise got away with stealing several yards at a quick throw. He sent Voronin racing away on the left and, when the cross arrived in the box, Benayoun had time and space to lash the ball home.

And two goals in two minutes achieved that. On 52 minutes Voronin worked his way in from the left before offering Riise the chance to test Arikan from 12 yards. The keeper could only parry the effort, allowing Benayoun a six-yard finish for the third.

Two minutes later Benayoun grabbed his hat-trick. Lamine Diatta had fouled Voronin on the edge of the box, and Gerrard's fierce free-kick was too much for Arikan. (I love this statement. Man! its simply good.)

The ball was again half-stopped and there was Benayoun with another close-range finish from the rebound.

Arikan's confidence was shot to pieces by now. He had angered the Kop by collapsing as an after-thought following a Gerrard challenge, rolling around in mock agony.

Voronin, having his best game for the club, played Gerrard in with a fine one-two and the skipper responded with a fierce dipping drive that left Arikan standing. (Skipper = captain = Gerrard)

Crouch, having started the rout, was the last to strike, heading in his second from another Benayoun cross after 88 minutes.

The scorers

Peter Crouch (19)

Yossi Benayoun (32)Yossi Benayoun (53)Yossi Benayoun (56)

Steven Gerrard (69)

Ryan Babel (78)Ryan Babel (81)

Peter Crouch (89)

Wahaha! Liverpool rocks! =P

2007-10-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

I am now in office waiting for time to fly cos im meeting Grace. Still early, so i decided to blog. Hmm.. recently i have been fellowshipping with some of the leaders and its really awesome. So, i shared with one of my closer fren abt hows CG and surprisingly he heard abit of what's going on on a matter. But was rather disappointed because hearing from him, he said the other party kind of dun understand why i did certain thing (which i was shock cos i utterly did not do anything) with regards to an issue and due to bad communication of sharing from one person to another person then to another person(wat english is this.. sorry..), my reputation was put bad in front of others. The bible says that reputation is worth silver and gold. So, i was rather sad lar.. who wouldn't. But thank God, my fren defended and stood up for me. He said he will talk to the person even more since after hearing what happen. He feels i did right. And phew.. thank God i accounted to Pastor. In fact, my gd fren said something very true, that my members are under my covering and i must be responsible for them cos God will hold me accountable for them! It struck my heart, cause before that i shared with him, maybe i should not care so much, see how things goes. Wow.. Jesus gave me a hammer on my head! Haha.. God is good, he brings people into my life and ask them to speak to me at the right timing.

Erm.. aside from this, it seems that some of my members seems to be tired. So hey, those of you reading this, dun be downcasted ya? 2 more months and its going to be Christmas and year end! I know life is tough and sometimes dreadful, (i feel the same way) but cheerup, make that decision to be happy! Somehow, when i make tt decision, God gave me the strength! Dun believe? Just look at the prev posting. Haha i was ranting away but now i feel alive! =) But of cos, if u need a listening ear, feel free to call or sms or msn or email or meet up or.. er.. dunno le. But i love you k?

P.S Cheryl if you are reading this, i've noted, u are going to BEI JING on the 25th NOV and will be there till 18JAN. Haha.. i apologise that i keep mixing up btw beijing and shanghai. Sollie.. Anyway, i still see you on msn ya? But i will miss you one =( i will forward you sermons that you've missed and if u need anything just let me know hor.

2007-10-30T13:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today when i stepped into office, a surge of frustration came up when i saw all my letters in my in-tray, open my email and whole lots of unread emails came up, stacks of cheques not banked in, phone starts to ring before i can warm my seat. Argh.. i'm tired. Actually i dun wish to confess it out but i really am. The thoughts that i have not prepare for my exams, the OTs im going to do in Dec due to my exam leave is scaring me. Also, cg matters and big days are coming. December is also a time where i need to prepare my quarterly billing for Jan - mar 08 rentals. Just for retail alone, there are all together 230 shops in Raffles city! I have not included the offices inside. My supervisor had just came up to me that there'a alot of work for me to do when i come back from my exams. Argh!! I couldn't sleep well. I find that i can't sleep too long. When i sleep too long, i will start to have nigthmare and i dun feel peace. I think stress is coming up again. This is bad. I need to pray more. One thing i have been doing is speaking positively. (trying very hard). One more month to exams..=S

2007-10-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys i know i have not been blogging these few days. That's because i'm currently addicted to the show romantic princess! Well, yes... its a romance drama acted by Angela Zhang Shao Han and Wu Zun. I totally love the show! and i've always longed for such kind of romance. =X It mean i love guys who are romantic. haha. Anyway, Wu Zun's acting is really getting better and better. He's really very 'me ren'. His smile can melt people's heart. hehe.. Well, i've also uploaded the ending song of this show. The MV is not up yet. But pls do listen to it! Its really nice. In fact go youtube and watch it! Even you guys out there, give it a try... go and watch it, you will lurve it! *HUGS & MELTING*

Alright, putting this aside, i've been rather busy and tired. Busy with what, i'm not sure either. Yesterday we had our AGM. For the first time, it ended at 10pm. MIRACLE! Wahaha... Then i headed to Seng Pang Bedok to eat prata and chicken. I ended up having stomache and didn't go for work! Yes 1 day mc. Actually i wanted to ask for 2 days. =X So basically i was rotting at home. Hehehe..

hmmm... cant help but to think of the show again!! Aw... so romantic.. btw, Gerrard scored yesterday! at the 7th min. but in the end draw agst Arsenal. =( But he is still the best! W/o him, Liverpool might even lose, so thanks to him.. ~.~

2007-10-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

Alright, i know i haven blogged these few days. Cos i'm addicted to my youtube currently! =X so bear with me, i will blog tom. (i think)

Ciao!

2007-10-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

TGIF! I'm so happy lah. Manage to close accounts yesterday successfully without any hipcup. Must really thank God for it. This whole week has been so stressful! In fact i've never been so stress up in my life. (maybe i exagerrated) but really, its been quite some time im so stress out. >.< So to pamper myself, i went to watch movie lor. BROTHERS! Hmm.. i like the ending song by Andy Lau and Eason. Anyway, im excited for cgm later! Hopefully i can preach my best. Was so tired yest my mind cant really flow. =S I'm gonna chiong to ABC later for my claypot 'te gua' aka pork liver.

Eversince, i went to for dinner with Grace on Sunday, she intro me the claypot rice and the 'te gua'. Its the best i've ever eaten! I'm serious lar.. Its so nice that after i went back, the whole week i was still thinking for my claypot te gua. In my dreams too lor.. Anyway, the ba chor mee and the tze char there is also nice and cheap. Good buy, best buy, MUST TRY! =X Wahaha..
But i better be a good gal and sleep early tonight. I have class at 10 am - 1pm tomorrow. =( Suppose to be on Sunday 10am - 5pm. But i am invited to BQ bdae celebration. (Hmm.. i wonder if he gonna wear bikini on that day.. =X) Anyway faint, who can absorb 6 hours of work in one day?? So since i cant attend lesson on Sunday due to party, so the smart me opt to go sat class then apply leave on Mon and attend morn 10am-1pm class. That means i wasted one day of leave yet again. (I can expect Grace to nag at me liao for wasting tt one day of leave when i can use it in Dec for my exams and study..Lol..) p.s Grace dun worry, i have set aside 4 days of leave in dec for my preparation of exams le. *wink wink* Apart from the 4 days i still have leave left. Muhaha..Anyway i think i need the leave to rest my mind from work. Too bad Mingli cant do that, cos she got no more leave left to take. So poor her hv to slog it out on Sun alone in class w/o me. Haiz.. so peeps, reading my blog, STOP me from playing my neopets and PS2 tonight!! Nag me to slp!! heh heh heh -.-lll

Ok, i realise that i have not put up pictures in my blog for quite sometime le, apart from the picture of beloved Gerrard. *Melting* And my canon camera is collecting dust at home. So i shall use it more often and upload the picts here so tt my blog wont seem so dull. Although having the picture of Gerrard is enough to brighten up my blog alr, i reckon some of you eh hem dislike him (see left chatterbox), so i'll put up picts of other people. eg. me and Gerrard together. =X

Ciao! Love ya peeps!

2007-10-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

1. The person who tagged you is:
- Grace, Cheryl and Praise

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
- It's a secret that i can't tell. =X

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
- Grace : Absolutely love ivan heng, dick lee, chaowei, used to love married man. Someone who gets high after drinking bundung.
-Cheryl: Gorgeous, faithful, loves shopping and fashion
- Praise: Speak good english. Those tt wants to get A1 for O' level, come sign up with me with a registration fee of $5000.00. Results guaranteed.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
-Encouraged me when i lost my beloved

5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:
-Thanks for being a great cgl when i feel i am not.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
-ask God for forgiveness and pray for healing to my sight.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
-Love Gerrard wholeheartedly and sing liverpool fc song

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
-love them back even more. cos bible say to love ur enemy. (aw.... Gerrard must be so proud of me that im so gracious..)

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
-Talking bad about Gerrard

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
- give them each a photo of Gerrard so that they can pray for Gerrard safety as well. >.<

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
- the anointed ones

12. How you think people around you will feel about you:
- They will think that i've made a right choice choosing Gerrard as my lover.

13. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
- Determined, longsuffering (haha), promise keeper

14. The characteristic you hate about yourself is:
- times when i am feeling emo

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
-Jesus or
- Myself

16. For people that care and like you, say something to :
- Thanks for all the support and encouragement that you've given to me. Even during times when i make mistakes, u were there for me. Sorry if i din avail myself to you when u need me the most.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) Chloe
2) Tabitha
3) Michelle
4) Mingli
5) Bikiniqueen
6) Suat Wei
7) mk
8) Pastor Aries
9) Reagan
10) Pastor Kong =X
No. 4- 10 has no blog i suppose.. so you can email @ graceseow@yahoo.com and i will publish here for you. Looking forward to No. 10 the most! Wahahaha

Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
Jesus? =S

What is no.2 studying?
She's working but thinking of studying ACCA

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
last sat at Bedok

Does no.1 has any siblings?
Yea..

Will you woo no.3?
No.. i want to be faithful to Gerrard.

2007-10-12T10:06:00.000+08:00

Peace Is Not The Absence Of Turmoil;It Is The Acknowledgement Of God’s Presence.

“These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”John 16:33 (NKJV)

Not only was there a bitter herb set upon the Passover table, but there was also a sweet, delicate herb. Parsley is that customary herb, used to remind Jews of the sweet, peaceful incidents that no doubt occurred during their long journey to the land God prepared for them. But God cares far more about your faith than He does about your comfort. We read in 1 Peter 1:7 that trials are only tests of our faith, to show that it is strong and pure.

In Job 23:8-9, Job records his search for God, “I go east, but He is not there. I go west, but I cannot find Him. I do not see Him in the north, for He is hidden. I turn to the south, but I cannot find Him.” It could have appeared to Job that God had entirely abandone d him. All of his efforts to find God’s presence in his turmoil led to nothing until we come to verse 10, which says, “But He knows.” Job acknowledges that God knows his state, and if God knows, then He must be near!

He continues, “But He knows where I am going, and when He has tested me like gold in a fire, He will pronounce me innocent.” Do those sound like the words of an anxious, fretful man? No!His words come from a heart that is reassured of God’s faithfulness even in his trouble, and because of that, great peace, as celebrated with the sweet herb, guards his heart and fights his mind.

Let me ask you, has God ever failed you before? Even once? Then why would He fail you now? Remember His faithfulness in times past, and rest in the peace He so generously provides.

p.s special thanks to Ben

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Something not related to above:

CapitaLand 7th Anniversary Celebration
Theme: A Nite At The Oscars
Date: 21 Nov 07, Wed
Time: 6pm - 11pm
Venue: Raffles City Convention Centre, Raffles Ballroom
Come dressed up like your favourite movie character
See you there!!!

Geez.. what am i going to wear??? hmm.. maybe i should put this theme in our thanksgiving cg ya? Muhahaha.. Anyway, you guys help me think ok?

2007-10-08T11:31:00.000+08:00

I finally signed up for my exam entry yesterday after much reminders from BQ despite the smses came so 'early'. Actually i told myself ''i'll signed up tom'' (i say this to myself everytime), but i think poor BQ will have to keep smsing me early morn, so i decided to 'discipline' my flesh, set my heart and signed up. Prolly i just dun wan to take the exams thats why i kept delaying.. Geez...

Anyway, i had ma la steamboat with Grace and Suat yest. Think we ate for three hours? But i like the fellowship. It was fruitful.

Haiz.. i told a lie just now.. (got to repent). if you are seeing this, sorry la. I dunno wat to reply so i act blur lor. But i was really talking to the auditors before that and im really not feeling well. Hmm.. aiya its just tt I dun like to be caught in the middle of no where, undecisive. Maybe i was impatient, its my fault too. Sorry.. I thought i hide it quite well.. Din expect you to see it through, surprisingly =X In fact, no one knew. But im ok so no worries. (ate a 71% dark chocolate to cure it...lol)

Geez.. Im gonna watch beauty world next yr.. I can't believe it.

p.s i haven listen to the soundtrack of forbidden city. =X I promise i will....

2007-10-02T13:58:00.000+08:00

*Melting*

He's only 27 yrs old. D.O.B 30 May 1980.

I lurve him so much. =X

But he just got married a few months ago. =(

2007-10-02T13:08:00.001+08:00

Auditors! Auditors! Auditors! Oh man... i really think auditors and accountants are like Bush vs Osama. I spend the whole morning doing nth but digging and photocopying documents for them. -_-lll
Seriously i will never go into audit line. *Slap me if i do*

Sigh.. meeting with auditors after lunch.

Hmm.. tom is wed again. Its the weekly bible study in my company. Im supposed to lead worship but i have not prepared yet. =X can't think of any song yet. The choice of song have to be 'not so new' and a song that most churches sing, if not, i will end up singing it alone.

2007-10-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

First of all, to all my readers Happy Children's Day!! =)

I was just smsing Bikiniqueen that sometimes how i wish i don't grow up so fast and continue to be like a little child enjoying my holiday, sleeping in my cosy bed and someone will just slip up and put a little pressie beside my bed. He reply me saying that i can always buy a present for myself and chong yi chong zi ji. When i saw this sms, a thought tt was always on my mind flooded back again. The truth is no one can give me the present that i truly want. Only Daddy God can. And yes i am waiting for Him to slip in one day and tell me the present that i want is ready. *gosh.. feel like crying*

While we are on the topic of children's day presents, i received an email from my company HR dept. -->

1st October is Children's Day! On this day, we wish you and your children lots of fun and laughter!

A $10.00 CapitaVoucher will be given away to staff whose child is aged 12 years old and below.

For staff located in malls and buildings
The voucher(s) will be delivered to you

For staff located in Robinson Point & ILEC
Would appreciate the respective department representative(s) to collect from your respective BU's HR by today

CCL & CFL - Rachel, Connie or Alicia (RP, 11th Floor - HR Department)
CRTL - Mei Ling or Li Hua (RP, 19th Floor - HR Department)
ILEC - Yan Peng (8 Shenton Way, 49th Floor - HR Department)

Happy Children's Day!

Best regards,
HR
CCL, CFL, ILEC & CRTL

When i read this, i was like O.O. Gonna eat my heart out.

But anyway back to happier things. I watched HSS with Ace and BQ yesterday. There wasn't alot of people in the cinema. Dun understand why.. Its a good story.
Then we shopped ard and ate tau hui. Head down to play arcade after that. It was only then, i felt better in my mood. But thank God for frens like Ace and BQ. Knew that they were so tired but still accompany me. =)

2007-09-29T12:39:00.000+08:00

To: (You-know-who-you-are) and those who needs this

You meant evil against me, but God meant it for good in order to bring about this present result. (Genesis 50:20 NIV)

Joseph's life was anything but peaceful. It was complicated by youthful folly, broken dreams, and the mean-spirited actions of others. Sold into slavery by jealous brothers.Thrown into prison on false charges. Yet he remained a man remarkable for his lack of bitterness or regret, always seeing God as the Great Engineer behind even the worst of circumstances.

In a final confrontation with his brothers, he graciously noted, You meant it for bad; God meant it for good.

The theology packed in that statementis astounding. God meant it for good means:

You can accept the past. No sin, no action, no choice on your part is too big for God to handle or too big to be worked for the good of those who love him and are called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28) Just ask Joseph! Better yet, ask his fearful and famished brothers, who were forced to rely on him for survival.

You can embrace the present. There's no need to play the what if game.The past is gone, and no energy you expend will ever change it. The future is in God's omnipotent hands, so you're free to focus on the present.Your job is to love God with all your heart, soul, and mind, trusting him to forgive the past and transform the future. Martyred missionary Jim Eliot once wrote, Wherever you are, be all there not living in the past and not fantasizing about the future. God wants you in the present because thats where his grace will flow.

You can look expectantly toward the future. Even if you make mistakes today, God still controls your future. Walking in the Spirit, you can live life to the fullest, unafraid of making mistakes and unconcerned that you may stumble into some terrible circumstance that takes you out of God's control. Even when things appear to be terrible, you can trust that God is working out some divine plan through you.

What does this mean?

No matter how bad things get God is still able to bring good out of it. Today, thank God that nothing no disaster, no delay is bigger that his ability to turn it into something good and godly.

Thank God and let go Thank God that he is sovereign over your past,your present, and your future.

Give God the circumstances, disasters, hindrances, hurts, and sins from your past.

Give God your current situation, your disasters, hindrances, hurts, and sins of today.

Praise God that he can work anything in your future for godly good, that you can walk in confidence that there is nothing anyone can do to you, or anything you can do that will be beyond the reach of God's grace and redemption.

Look for God's hand. Walking by faith means you see God's hand even in the most difficult of circumstances. You trust his ability and his willingness to transform the bad into godly good. God is not limited by peoples motives. In other words, it doesnt matter why someone hurt you, God still can transform a deliberate, mean-spirited situation into something for his good.

What will you allow God to change? There it is: some situation, or event,or person in your life that, as far as you can tell, was meant for bad. How do you think God meant it for good? Ask God what he wants you to do with this situation (event or person). When he answers, do it.

P.s special thanks to Benny.

2007-09-27T13:16:00.000+08:00

Okay, my blog is up again as you can see. But seriously i can't guarantee that i will blog frequently. =X

It's lunch time but i have no appetite. Dunno y. Maybe its all the irregular sleeps that i am having.

My parents are getting water baptised tom! Praise the Lord. I think it's really amazing cos at one point i was praying for them to get saved and now... wow... God is simply awesome. But i have one problem. Its starts at 730pm or 8pm..yes, it clashes with cg timing. I really hope to be there at the baptism since its of such significance. But yet, i want lead cg too. I just feel cg is part of my life. It's my conviction. So i decided, after work i shall rush home and pick my parents to go down fcbc, ensure that everything is properly registered, wait for my bro to come and i rush back to lead cg. Which means someone got to be at my place before i fetch my parents to fcbc. It may be inconvinient but its not impossible. I really dun like to miss cg or svc without first having tried sacrificing or arrange my timing to the best know-how. Well, thats for me lah.

I need to go and work. sigh..

2006-09-22T08:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To... ME!!!

Post some fotos for ur enjoyment! :) This is onli the first batch, will post others up next time. Its too many.

I love flowers! Nice? I still have them in my room. :)

Haha.. My mum kinda ask us to take foto b4 gg to Sentosa. Lol..

On Sentosa bus. Force him to take one. Bleh!

Hey this pic is taken by me lah! Professional rite? thank u thank u.

We'll be heading for images of S'pore, cable car, 4-D show etc.

Can someone tell me what is Imbiah? Still dunno.. =P

Suai ge! hehe

Wanted to go in. But i really cant stand insects. Esp those flying ones. Yikes!

I kinda really like the revamp Sentosa. Very clean

Love the scenery!

Images of Singapore!

2006-09-22T08:09:00.000+08:00

Henry's Wedding!

Cheng Jun & Alice - Preaching challenge Champs!

1st dish - Cold dish. Mmmm.. the Octopus were all kapok by me! Its really very nice. :)

From top left:Sheevonne, Alice, Deborah
From bottom left: Me and Jo =P

Of our beloved Pst Aries and me! Dun be jealous. Muhahaha..

Sheevonne n me. She's getting ROM soon!

Alice and Me. We're just trying to wait for the food to come. Its taking quite some time. But whatever! At least we have time to take picts.

4 big beauties. LOL

Ppl whom im sitting with.

Yohandi, kai, Pst Aries

AHHHH!!! My favourite of favourites!!!!!!! Mamamia!!

Here comes the FIN!

Love the sauce. oh.. im in lurvvee!

haha.. Mushroom n small abalone. :)

Waiter! can u just pass all the abalones to me?

Roasted Chicken. Tats where i know it for the first time tat Sour plum powder (those u use it with guava) goes with the chicken la.

How can i not take pic with my sub zone leader? =P

2006-08-27T12:36:00.004+08:00

Pitfalls to take note in ministry

1) Love for man/woman
- Dun counsel the opposite sex alone! Maintain a healthy sex life with your own spouse. In this way, u will not be tempted!

2) The Love for money
Ps 35:27

-To the degree u prosper tt's the degree God is magnified. Never once a righteous should beg for bread. Dont cheapen the ministry!

3) The love for prominence
- Leaders who are insecure yearns for attention. Never become big in your own eyes. Know who u are B4 God. Leaders are not to be being Lordship or dictatorship.
- Leadership is servanthood.
- Just like the Holy Spirit don't control u, He leads u! Learn to be humble. Humility functions in the realm of free-will. You make a decision tt you want to be a servant to all.
- Dun ask God to humble you or ask your leader to humble u! Its up to one's free will.
- Fasting is a powerful form of self-humbling. Serve as often as possible.

4)Idolising the ministry

Deut 5:7

- Dun be too busy to serve until u have no time to pray n read the bible! Dun be too busy until the only time u will pray n read the bible is the time when u prepare a sermon or u r asked to lead a prayer meeting or play for CG!

5) Insecurity
Jn13:1-3
Ps 91:1-2

2006-08-27T12:36:00.003+08:00

MISSION imPOSSIBLE?

I had a weird dream or thot ( cant rem i was slp alr or half aslp), i dreamt that i was matchmaking someone to Grace! O.o N Grace really love the guy n it was a perfect match. It made Grace even more beautiful n spiritual n showed the softer n gentle side of her. =X (Grace dun kill me)

So can someone interpret the dream for me? Haha.. but i think i wanna try to have this mission. To give myself a yr to find for her.. LOL.. So to all guys out there come n register with me. Its FOC.. but pls looked at some requirements before tt. There will be multiple screenings to cut down to the final one. Hehe..

So here are they..

It definitely must be a CHC spiritual guy. So all those non christians n non CHC christian guys... Eat your heart out!

Manhood 101%

Love kids. N i do mean really love. Cos Grace wants to have 11 or issit 13 kids! Try to be musically talented Have looks like Ps Kong n Ps Aries or Bro Tony.. Older n mature ones in other words.

Erm..Preferably to be rich cos u gonna provide for her. Pls be more Ang Mor cos she is more towards tt area. =S

Tentatively its like this.. Gotto ask Grace to add more criteria herself n correct me if im wrong Grace. Lol..

Ok! Now to what i did yest. Well i attended leaders training class taught by Ps Kong. Thats y doors open so late. oh n the notes i hv taken down, i tried to post in here but it always says there's errors.. so too bad.. i only shared it with WX over email. =P But its great.

Later was service that taught the marriage seminar. Kinda funny when u tok abt in-laws.. Wonder if its tt bad. Hmm..

Headed down to Bedok. Happen to meet the taiwanese ppl who came to my CG on fri. They are really great ppl with such a passion to wanto serve God. Can see tat the Pst really had great burden for the church back in Kaoshiong. Im sure God will come true for them. =)

We also waited for WX n ML to come. They have been serving in Usher ministry faithfully n its really tough sometimes. I must say tt the both of u all.. WELL DONE! E256 members pls try to fellowship with them when u see them cos im sure they miss us too. U all must know after a day of hard work, they will want u to encourage them n eat with them. So if u can stay longer ya..?

Well, had to leave the members earlier cos i have to visit Lionel's aunt house cos his aunt hurt her hand. Thank God its only at tampines cos it was like 10pm when we left n phew at least i hv direct bus home.

Oh ya.... i din know tt someone can beat me in slpin! i tot i was the Queen of Slpin Beauty! The person is ba aek! really slept the WHOLE day till next day!! Wow.. tt must be tiring.. I tried to slp alot but i will get even more tired in the end.

Finally just an announcement to E256, CG is at my place frm this FRI onwards! so pls... dun be late, dun let the distance stop u! Hmm.. come to think of it i better start tidy up my place then. Ciao!

2006-08-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

=.= random issues

Well heres the outcome of my results. I will only say tt there are pass n fail. Period.
But nonetheless, i still got to buck up. Haix..

Oh ya... This week CG will resume so i'm really looking forward for it to come n preach a gd msg. Guys, bring your frens!!!

I also dunno wat to blog.. just feel like typing some words.. =S Alot of things in my mind.. members, quality of CG, growth, studies.

Received a call frm a member who's gg thru some rough patch n getting all the priorities all wrong, i would say tt im quite argh.. cos of the rough patch he/she went back to pick up u know u know... n really certain values/thinking really need some knocking in the head but i cant configure the settings in the head u see, only God can! Haiz.. I know im writing in parables but may those who knows the heart of the leader decipher, just like Jesus n the disciples. LOL. just jk. I know things will get better n it has cos i called the mem up today. i m realli concern tt - is it whenever u go thru a rough patch then u will go back to indulge in tt sin again? I mean u WILL sure need to go thru rough patches one what. n worse, new level new devil. so what u gonna do?? Your mind needs a renewal, God pls help to config the brain!

Alright dinner time. gtg.

2006-08-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

Thots of my day

Today i have been educated, encouraged n empowered. For 2 consecutive days sitting under the preaching of Dr A.R Bernard has truly stretched mind. N eversince then its has nt gone back to the original size. Er.. but i realli need to go back n digest what he said.

I hope u guys who has been there too, share with me what u have received too okie?

Anyway, this comin Mon, its gg to be a day that i make or break in my exam results.. 11pm. O.O =S (mixed feelings) Ps. Pls dun ask me hows my result! So to forget that i have a result to wait for, im trying to read jokes to keep myself feeling light-hearted. Haha... Jk.

But here's some.

Q. Why did the turtle cross the road?
A: To get to shell station.

Q: What did the spider do on the computer?
A: Made a website!

Q: why did the elephant eat the candle?
A: He wanted a light snack!

Q: What letters are not in the alphabet?
A: The ones in the mail, of cos!

Alright ciao!

2006-08-11T14:02:00.000+08:00

Pictures That Tell A Thousand Words

Mingli's birthday!!

My great helper i ever have. One who knows the heart of the leader :)

what can i say... my cutie pies.. lol

CARS!

took it out of boredom.. Haha..

irene, shi qi n grace in mind cafe..its one of the days we go out as a CG! yeah!

er.. Sam whatcha doing??

mamamia! the food at mind cafe really rox!

Well, thats our MK.. cutie pie.. *faint*

thats better, but y r u always holding ur HP? is sony ericsson asking u to be their model?

My beloved CG E256!!

yummy! bedok here we come!

2006-07-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

Enjoy!!!

Yup i know im abit lag.. but enjoy it anyway... erm the rest i cant post it cos my camera is with suat! Btw, SY u finish with my digi cam? ;P

Shirley n miss gorgeous!

xiu, wei n grace in emerge!

2006-06-20T12:56:00.000+08:00

=Fruitful week=

It feels so shiok to have holidays.. but not to slack ard but do things i wanna do.. starting frm last weel after my exams..

thu- facial, mani n pedicure, led ADULT CG in Senja.

fri - clean up house and packed my stuff. Gave 2 ppl BS, Led own CG and it was great! Kicked some devils backside, discuss some business stuff tilll 12am! LOL!

Sat - Svc, dinner at Crystal jade with Lio' family, met Eugene n Deb up for movie. RV is a nice show. Thumbs up for tt!

Sun- Shopping with parents n Lio, went Night Safari after parents went home fr Orchard. First time to NS. was excited! BUT, my camera play prank on me! LOW BATT! =.= , i went back to watch my Bazil match tll 2am.

Mon- wake up at 9 to go clean up my bro new house! its nice la.. very the English type, with wine bar etc. will take some pic if got chance.

Today- gg to sign up for my lessons for ACCA then break fast then PM. Phew!

2006-06-16T07:35:00.000+08:00

Im back!

Hmm... time realli flies. It seems that there are so many things to blog but its so difficult to put it down to words! >.<

Well i said that i wanna blog down things tt happen these past few MTHS (since i so lag..) so here goes!

1. As most know.. im attached.

2. This year emerge was awesome! *for those waiting to see all the fotos i took, wait for next entry!! it should be coming up soon* :P

3. Exams was hai.. just wait for the results to be out in Aug. The venue was at EXPO hall 9, juz b side church. Was hoping that the anointing in hall 8 can overflow to hall 9 and come on me so i can do well. HAHA but it didn't. but of cos i noe HE is there la.

4. SUN's GAIN is out. Those that have nt get. U better nt miss out this great music!

5.World cup has start! hmm... one thing i wanna confess.. i was mugging n watching WC at same time. keke.. N once i as crazy as watching all 3 matches in one day (2 days before my paper). One updated news for u fans or non fans, England is in the 16 strong alr! i was watching it at 12am yest. Quite disappointed with the performance frm da boys.. Tot tt they will score some goals in the first half.. its onli till the 83rd min, that Peter Crouch at last had his header and scored the first one. Before that goal i was like talking to myself n feeling so frustrated at how can some of the players missed the shot n all tt. But i know England will surely win this match. Y? cos i kept praying! n i really mean pray! speak out n keep confessing! (heh.. its effective). N at the 91st min, Gerrad score the next one. WO! He's ma man! He's ma MAN! The shot was beautiful! HAHA.. Was so high after the match tt i cant slp la. -.- In fact, i think after all the irregular slpin timing frm my mugging and watching of WC, it realli made me have insomia on certain nights.

6. My bro is moving out very soon. was helping him pack his clothes and be his maid. Have to go his new place to clean up b4 the furniture n others can be put in. Meantime, im wrecking my brains on how im gonna rearrange my future room and future study room.

7. My parents r out of town to Desaru for church camp with my aunt. i think its good, in fact this is my mum's first trip out of S'pore. After so many yrs my mum had took care of my granny and now tt my dad is retired, me n bro has grown up now its their time to enjoy. Anyway, this trip was totally sponsered by my bro!

8.Had been thinking abt CG. its Jun alr. Realli pray tt God can use us to bring in the harvest.

9. Led James' CG yest cos he's OS. Din noe tt it was an adult CG! It's really another diff level. It's a gd experience. They sit on chairs! Was thinking if my illustrations were too 'kidish' to them not. HAHA. But i think overall, it was quite good! *Thumbs up*

10. Did facial yest too. OUCH! and manicure and pedicure. I signed up for another package since my package of 6 mani n pedi is comin to an end. i alr used to 4/6 times. This new package consist of 10 + 2 f.o.c=12 mani n pedi n $200 credit for my nail art, french etc. and it cost $524! (minus off my balance of 2 times from prev package. actually it cost $600 for this package.) I noe ur jaw may be dropping.. but well sometimes muz pamper yourself ma.. anyway im payin by instalments. or should i say anyway my mum is paying? opps! haha

Hmm.. well basically these are the stuff tts on my mind now or stuff tt has happen recently.. That God everything. Whether gd or bad. ;)
So till next time.. Ciao!

2006-05-08T14:46:00.000+08:00

Just babbbling

This week has been a fast and tiring week. With so many things on hand, so many things on mind and so many things that stirred my emtions up and down! Sometimes its very irritating when ppl to listen to what say, or should i say listen with one ear in and one ear out. Learn from BS that repentance is not just saying i'm sorry and drop some tears! Don't just say sorry, CHANGE!

Exams are coming up and revisions are packed everyday. 7-8 June is my exams or is it 8-9 Jun? opps i think i beta go check it out. and 14 Jun is my last paper. hai.. i wanna pass this time!

2006-04-19T13:02:00.000+08:00

MORE ABT ME

1.ONE WISH?> Mulitiply E256

2.ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?> lover

3.WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?> pls let me pass my exams!! :(

4.AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?> nope..

5.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY"?> something u need to accept

6.DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?> yes

7.WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?> eh... pretty ba... hehe

8.ARE YOU MARRIED?> nope

9.WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?> blue

10.DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?> once in a blue moon

11.ANY SECRET TALENTS?> i can slp alot..

12.WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?> Europe

13.LIKE CLUBBING?> yeeks!

14.IS JAY LENO FUNNY?> who is he??

15.CAN YOU SWIM?> yes

16.EVER DONE ILLEGAL THINGS?>yes. take songs from net.. opps!

17.HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTRE OF A LOLLIPOP?> dunno.

18.CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABETBACKWARDS?> crazy!

19.HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?> yes..

20.ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?> no

21.DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUALPENCIL SHARPENERS?> both r fine

22.IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?> i wish so..

23.DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?> ok..

24.WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?> backstabbers..

25.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "ILOVE U"?> in my quiet time

26.IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?> no

27.DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?> i will stop myself from doing tt

28.ARE BLONDES DUMB?> no.. better nt to judge

29.DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?> yes

30.IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?> no.. its quite delicious sometimes

31.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE INA CAR?> taxi considered?.. yest

32.DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?> tot its the same?

33.DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE FAV SOFT TOY?> yup... a few

34.ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?> yes

35.WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?> FOOD. hahahahahaha

36.CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?> creamy

37.CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?> yes

38.HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN ANAMBULANCE?> no.. i NEVER WILL

39.ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?> ya..

40.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?> hazel

41.DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?> yup

42.LIQUOR OR BEER?> none

43.ARE YOU A SCIENTIST?> no

44.HATE ..> SATAN

45.LOVE..> JESUS

46.DO U ENJOY TODAY?> yes cos i chose to

47.DO U MISS SOMEONE?> yes... my granny

2006-04-04T13:00:00.000+08:00

LALALA

Today is my brother birthday.. Just wanna say hapy birthday to my brother!! u 're 28 yrs old alr! haha.. :P Erm... cant wait for 28 Oct, the day u get married is the day i get to moved into ur room! Muhaha.... I've been waiting so long for this day! >.< *rubbing my hands with a grin*

2006-04-04T12:38:00.000+08:00

Yet another trip

haha.. yes.. i've another trip... this time round its trip to the bukit timah Nature reserve and the Botaninc garden! >.< No choice.. my maid is going back on thur and my aunt want to bring her ard Singapore.. But my parents and I benefited from all these trips... We paid not a single cent on the various trips and not even the cost of our lunch and drinks! *so paiseh* Well, we wanted to pay but she doesn't want it.

Anyway, back to the trip, i tell u my mum is fit! We've just started walking up the trail and about 5min later, we are alr panting like crazy!!! The whole trail takes bout 30 mins. And along the path, my mum will just do some little exercise.. i'm like O.o!!! But finally we reached the summit after such 'enduring' walking. So i can say that i've been there, done that, taken some fotos.. haha... Honestly the secenary up there aren't really fantastic... prolly we took the shortest trail that's why.. haha... :p

And bcos it's still early, we decided to have an early lunch and head for Botanic Garden.. We headed down to Holland V and ate the famous Ipoh hor fun over there. It's really very delicious! I was almost gulping down the hor fun like crazy.. Finally down to the B.G... the place is so boring... i guess i not into plants that's y... my aunt was also bored.. haha.. So we just hurriedly take picts n finish the rest of the film before heading home.. Phew!! what a day!

2006-04-04T12:07:00.000+08:00

Trip to the Zoo.

Yup! Went down to the Zoo on last thurs. The last time i went was like a decade ago?? Well, with the usual ppl who went to the sentosa with me, here we are at the zoo. It's a brand new experience for me. Unlike trying to run around and scream while viewing the animals like wat i did when young, i'll just quitely look and observed the scenery and the habitat of the animals.

Took the tram and went round the whole place first before we start walking from the entrance again. U know what? Elephants spend 3/4 for their life eating! When i told it to WX, she was like oh... thats so pathetic.. hahaha.. Hmm.. but i was thinking if i have 3/4 of my life slping... woo~~ okok that's for pigs... I guess God had better plans for me though. so what a wishful thinking!

Anyway, after the trip, we went to down to little india to have Indian food! Urgh... i dun like it... im not trying to be prejudice, but i'm really not comfortable with the taste of their food and multi type of sauses.. Not im not the only person who's not comfortable with it.. my mum had stomach flu the next day! Goodness.. my dad was complaining to my aunt after that... kept telling her that they will not to eat Indian food again.. by then, i was reali tired and sleepy. I wanted to go home but my aunt wants to walk ard the place.. in the end, we bought a $480 gold necklace for my maid. Actually the money belongs to my grandma, before she passed away, she did mention that my maid is very good, kept telling us that she wanto give her money.. that was one occasion where she was rather conscious.. So i believe that my grandma reali appreciated her. Anyway, $480 is like several mths of the maid salary! back in Indonesia, their pay per mth is ard $70 onli.. In fact my maid is really blessed to be in our family, i shd say. Apart from the necklace, my aunt even gave $350 cash to her. Actually, my maid came frm quite well to do family, din know why she wanna come here to work.. but nevertheless, i thank God for her.. We are blessed by her, i believed she'd blessed by us too. Oh ya, my bro was suggesting that to give her a bible, but scared when goes back she'll be stoned to death. Haha... But we did share the gospel to her, so i guess that seed will grow one day.

Ciao!

2006-03-29T15:48:00.000+08:00

Trip to sentosa

My maid will be leaving for Indonesia back to her hometown on 6th Apr. I must say she did a very good job taking care of my granny while she was alive. Must really thank God for providing such a good maid. So, my aunt decided to bring my parents n my maid to tour Singapore these 2 weeks since my parents n maid haven't been to the places of interests before. They have been the ones busy taking care of my granny, not able to travel around.

So, first stop for today was to Sentosa. Was thinking whether i should go with them at first cos its 8am in the morn. But compared to being alone at home, i decided to go with them. I believed i could just help my aunt take care of them. Bought the Sentosa experience package to skytower, merlion, butterfly n insect park, images of Singapore. 5 pax costing $119! but my aunt treated us. Then we bought a separate tics to Underwater world, giving us complimentary entry to dolphin lagoon. Finally, we sat the cable car back to harbourfront. Took quite a no. of fotos. Hopefully i can post in up soon. :) Tom we'll be heading to the zoo!

2006-03-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

U'll be in my heart

22nd March 2006 will always be remembered by me forever. A day i lose my beloved. Someone whom no one can replace. I love u grandma.

It has seemed that a part of me has left together with her. Many asked if i'm alright already. Yes i guess. but i know i am just not the same since the day of departure. Something changed in me. Good or bad, i dunno. Good i guess. I think i gonna mature up out from this.

Its been hard to getting to slp. Flashes of images of past, day of death, mandai cremation will just come. I used to love the night. but definitely not now. I hope it will be over soon. Though for the past yr, she was bedridden. but at least her presence can be felt. Now that she has joined the Lord, and my maid will be going back on the 6Apr, the house gonna be quieter. I hate that. I dun mind to be alone but this time round, its loneliness. There's just an emptiness that i really pray that God can fill it up again. I need my mennasseh.

Right from my birth, she was there. She carried me, took care of me while i'm sick. She's the one who attended all meet-the-parents sessions in school on behalf of my parents since they are dumb n mute. Taught me chinese. Pray for my exams. Made me kneel down to pray daily too while i was young. I will not be standing here as a cgl if without her. Every day without fail, she will do her quiet time, n definitely have fresh revelations from God. That's where she wrote it down in books.

More than words could say how much she has done for me, i am waiting for the day when i'll meet her again in heaven. I love u.

2006-03-15T08:45:00.000+08:00

>.<>.<

Haha... I know u guys miss me so much rite?? Sorry tt i MIA from here these weeks. Dunno why i haven been on the comp tt much these days and even if i was, i wld just surf awhile and went off without penning down my thots. Anyway, there wasn't much stuff tt really happen though. So i guess, i was lazy to blog those usual stuff. Hehe.. Looking forward to the East Coast outing!

So till then.. Ciao!

2006-02-24T02:01:00.000+08:00

+THOTS OF MY DAY+

Hmm... I went down to suntec office to meet Pastor Aries to have coffee together at starbucks. He actually just touched down Sinagpore today fm Taiwan. I just tot i'm free today so y not give him a call.

To be able to spend time with my mentor is definitely one enjoyable thing. Pastor is really one whom i look up to, always very friendly n concerned with the leaders n the members. He's also one who is really focus and totally all out to be on the frontline with Pst Kong.

He shared alot with me of wat's happening in Taiwan n he came back with a great sense of renewed passion n strength.. Can sense it. He even asked if i can make for the July emerge conf in Taiwan, he wans me to go along cos they need help. Well, i hope i can work tt out. =)

At the same time, of cos i took time to account, haha no la share about the CG n he really wans E256 to grow significantly this year, he said this yr is really abt growth. Wan us to be really focused. That's how i felt too.. really hope that we can really reap a harvest during the mini big days in March, but hey to reap, we must sow amen?? Counting on u E256!! God moves when we move! Lets not wait till March.. lets inviting n reach out now! Faith is for the NOW!

Well, then i also shared my personal life n thots wif pastor. Really appreciate pastor for what he's doing in my life. Though its rather diff to have time to share with pastor, I am where i am now cos i pressed in into pastor's world. So guys, dun wait for ur leader to come n press into ur world, start pressing into ur leader's world. =) Love u guys! Really love u so much.

2006-02-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

CELEBRATE WITH ME!!

Haha... i guess most of u know that i have passed my driving today. This is a special day for me and of cos i will definitely blog it down. =)

Well, its really by the grace of God.. cos i have always not been confident on driving in circuit since i onli went there 3 times and all 3 times i made mistakes there. =x Worst still when i was practicing on road from 8-10am today, i made a blunder of mistakes! I guess i was rather tired that's y.. can'r slp the nite before. So stress! Haha..

Let me give u the details on the driving test. It's quite funny la.. My name was called n i went to my car.. Thank God i kana route 7, which is kinda easy for me to drive.. Grace will know.. cos it's just ard Bukit Batok area.

So in my car, i tried to shift my gear to 'D', but i cant press to handle to shift it down!! I thot it was spoiled! I turned to the tester telling him that i think it's spoiled. But he just kept quiet. Suddenly, i realised that i had not on the engine that's y! =P How blur was I! Then, i did all the stations n when i came to the slope. i'm supposed to pull my handbrake. I did that but i shift my gear to 'P' as well! I was thinking eh y i shift to 'P' for what! hehe... Coming to parrallel parking i had a 2 demerit pts cos i turn the steering wheel while the car is stationary. After tt, i'm out on the road. everything was fine. Till, i came to the U-turn. i too gan jiong, see that the taxi coming towards is still far away fm me so i went ahead n U-turn. but apparantly the drive flash light at me la! then kana 8 demerit pt. Haiz... So i completed my route, i drove back to BBDC. Then, to the horror of horror, i suddenly did a dangerous brake in front of the BBDC first entrance! cos i thot i missed the enterance i need to drive in when actually it was at the next enterance. = S The tester was in shock too! He was quite mad i think. Saying it was dangerous! So i drove in at the 2nd enterance, he asked me to park n cease the engine.

My heart was pumping real hard cos i tot this is it man, y i din see the enterance properly!! i mean i myself think i really brake suddenly n very dangerously lor.. Goodness.. But by God's grace.. phew! i passed with 10 demerit points only!! Muhahaha!!!! WOAH!! I'M SO HAPPY!!

Well, i messaged some of the ppl the good news while watching the traffic video and do some necessary documentation. My brother called me up n told me where i wanna go eat to celebrate. I was quite amazed cos i felt there's nth to really cele la. Well, to cut it short, he brought me to Marina Mandrain Hotel to have International buffet la. WAH!!! *dun envy me* haha.. i tell u, i was ssssooooo full n super bloated! But the food was yum yum!!

After that, we were at the carpark n he asked me to drive! i was so shock! But i rejected it cos i'm not comfortable to drive in front of him n i dunno the way back home!! But i really appreciate it!! He's simply the best! *Muacks*

2006-02-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

..Siansation...

This week wasn't a very good week for me. Just dun feel the strength n mood to do anything. Been down and out. cried like er... dunno how many times... hai... *cry baby in God's eyes* =P

Mon morning, ambulance had to come to my house to bring my gm (grandma) to SGH cos apparantly her legs were very red n swollen. Guess its due to the the long term stay in bed. Also, report said that she had severe malnutrition. -think i must try to put on weight n exercise more man..-

Anyway, as many would know, my most dreaded place is.......??? ya that's right hospital. I think the phobia has worsen. can't even stand workers n nurses etc to stand near me. so workers in hospitals in the radius of 50m, pls off ur hp opps i mean stay clear from me... A million thanks...

Then tue valentine's day, nth special. was in hospital. Eeks!

Dunno is if it's bcos of the hospital visit, i fell alittle ill after tt. Had flu n sore throat today. So skipped lesson today.

hai... i really dunno how to catch up with my studies. Really dun hv the heart to study. have to always drag my feet to sch. Something must be done!! urgh!! help!!

So i spend the whole day resting then went for my driving.

I was late so i took a cab there.. Firstly, the moment i went in, the instructor was like '' woa L** u very early leh..'' Then to my horror, he said he see the time slot wrongly, i cant go in to circuit. have to drive on road today.. In my heart i was like 'hey my exam is this coming wed n i onli went into circuit once. im still so unfamiliar to the stations in the circuit. I've spent so much money, i really dun wanna fail..' Well, no choice come le, i cannot say i wanna go home, sure dun allow wan, wanna eat my money... So i thot ok n i drove.

I drove pretty well, despite it was raining and peak hour. Then, to my second horror, after an hr, i was told to drive back to Gomabak mrt. He said he can only teach me for 1hr only. I was like huh?? Firstly, i was told that my driving was 6-8pm, one hr circuit, one hr road. Then, my circuit is cancelled, so i tot it will be 2hrs on road. Now, become 1 hr on road. What is this???!!!! And is last min, on the spot when we went back to mrt then tell me that he's rushing to teach the next student. Bad mood man...

Well, maybe is a good thing la, since i wanted to go home at first. 1hr $30 bucks lei. but still think tt i shouldn't even be giving the 30 bucks lor. Hai..

Since driving exams are near, im like trying to book as many circuit as possible. So fri, tts tom, i book 5-7pm. tts the only timeslot left. so have to rush to cg. =(

Next tue timeslot is 11-1pm. Mon n wed still trying to confirm. hai... i wanto pass my driving!! on the first time!! Pray for me. thx.

Finished preparing sermon. Hope that the mems wld be blessed by the msg. As i am blogging, i was also reading grace's blog. Wah, then yeah~ song came along. Felt the presence of God. Feel like crying. Probably felt tired n the Lord wans to refresh n encourage me. I love u Lord.

Oh ya, thanks for all those ppl whu have been praying for my gm n send me sms. Sorry tt i din reply. was either busy or tired n slept alr. Thanks guys. Muacks!!

2006-02-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

2006-02-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

Just blabbling ard.

In a few weeks time will be the mini big days and im really praying anf fasting, believing for some souls to be saved. Like wat Ps. Kong says that during these weeks, we gonna take some time out to bless and fellowship with the lost.. Hope that every member will roll up their sleeves n work for the harvest. Knw that some of them have exams but i truly believe in my heart tt when u take care of God's harvest, He will take care of yours. Its time to stretch of capacity E256!

Im reallty glad that Li Shing came n join us yest after such a long time.. Still rem the times where she was active and loves Jesus.. Miss her smile. =) Im believing for her to come n integrate into our cg again..

Also, by God's grace, we gonna multiply... its been years... tis is one anniversary which i dun really like to celebrate... just hope that next when we multiply, we just have to celebrate it once and multiply again. Amen!

Hmm.. but really its not abt the numbers but the maturity and stability of the members. Im still praying and asking the Lord to show me how i can realli influence some of the members tt have lost their sense of direction.. it just pains my heart. Dunno wat can i do for them.

Anyway, im glad that cg on fri was great! Bro Tony was there n it felt like im back to leading the cg for the first time n he's there to evaluate me.. Haha... Hmmm.. guess it was a S.U.C.C.E.S.S! =)

2006-02-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

I will worship God today because it is good and right to do so.

I will worship God today, not because of what it will do for me, or because it is popular, or because it is Sunday, or because I like the worship music, but for the simple reason that I was made to do this. To worship God is what I am here for.

Worship is not an asset. It is not an added benefit to my life like working out or taking vitamins. Nor is it a secret formula that will add a deeper dimension to my life. Worship is raw. Basic. Worship is the air I breathe. It is the blood pumping through my veins. It is the cells in my body that reproduce and keep me alive for this. Everything else I do is extemporaneous. To worship God is the root of my being. To not worship is to miss the fundamental reason for my existence.

Worship is what happens when you get in touch with God. Something about it is automatic. When any human being encountered a vision of God in the Bible, the same thing happened: they hit the dirt. It was the natural response. Some of that was fear, some of that was worship as expressed by awe and respect. Much of it was feeling little and insignificant in His sight. That's part of worship too, because we are. That's why it is so amazing that He is mindful of us. That He even notices us. (Psalm 8)

And because He loves us so much, and knows how far away we can stray from our stated purpose, and how much damage we can do to ourselves and others in the process, He has commanded us to worship Him. We are to love the Lord our God with all our heart, soul, mind and strength (Luke 10:27). That's not because He is arrogant, but because He knows us better than we know ourselves. He knows our fulfillment is in Him. The Rolling Stones get it right every time they sing it: I can't get no satisfaction. That's because there is no ultimate satisfaction until God is in His rightful place in our lives.

Think of it as God commanding us to do what we were meant to do. God is commanding us to do the one thing that will make us deeply satisfied and forever fulfilled. That's a twist, because we're so used to laws being overbearing, backbreaking spoilers of our fun. This is a law that commands us to do what will be our delight for now and for eternity. +Benny+

2006-02-07T13:30:00.000+08:00

HOUSE OF GOD

I was tremendously blessed by the service on Sun, right from the P&W by delirious to the preaching of the Word. Wanna really share what i received thru this sermon.

Many of us tend to be fearful of commitment. Talking about the House of God, i feel that each one of us has got to have a revelation of committment to the House of God. Often, i will hear members casually asked if they could skip this n skip that. Dun attend makeup n dun attend BS. why? just feel like tt.

When Pst begin to preached that " the time you dun feel like coming into the House of God, its the time where all the more you should come.. The more u dun feel like praising God, its the time where all the more u ought to." I was sitting down at my seat but in my heart i was standing up screaming " yeah! Come on Pastor, preach it! preach it!"

Why? Bcos we as servants of God, as child of God, should not try to cut our committment towards God to the minimal. Many a times, we will try to just committed to the minimal. In the mind, all just come to church n cg every week n thats it. MINIMAL!!! Some cant even meet this minimal commitment!

Conviction= change of mind, change of action

When you are committed to God, God is committed to you!

When u come for Sabbath, you turn away your foot from doing your own pleasure or own thing, you shall delight yourself in the Lord. Isa58:13-14

I thank the Lord for the favor that i can attend every service and cg from the time i came to CHC. even in times where i was seriously sick, He gave me the strength to go thru the service n cg. Thank u Lord for the favor that i can find suitable timing for me to attend make up when i needed to. N becos i honor the u Lord, u honored me as well. Love u Jesus.

really encourage everyone who's a christian, let's really live a life of faith n commitment towards Christ n not take Him for granted. Like David and Jesus, u will always find them in to House of God without fail. For those that have even left the House of God, its time for u to come back. Its a dreamcenter. where u can find ur dreams n visions here.

For the LORD is good; his mercy is everlasting; and his truth endureth to all generations. Ps100:5

Love ya. Esp E256!

2006-01-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

Reunion DinnerZzzzz =.=

Grasping this opportunity to blog since all my relatives are not here yet... Haiz.. as usual we have to wait so long.. Hungry lei. *stomach grumbling*

Oh ya! Guess wat?! i've gotten my first Ang Pow already! My newly wedded cousin came to visit us. Din expect her to give since we are like the same 'status'. somemore its her first yr of marriage----> tot that first yr no need to give one... >.<>

Opps.. my uncle is here... GTG! HappY WanG YeaR

2006-01-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

Being Thirsty

We worship a God who became a vulnerable human being. Superman took kryptonite. Samson let his hair be cut. Jack Frost relinquished his wintry powers to become the town tailor. Jesus got thirsty. Its a story that is played out not only in history, but in fantasy, legend and mythology someone with supernatural powers gives up those powers to become human and it is always done for one reason: love. That was Gods reason, only His love was pure. But God showed His great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners (Romans 5:8).

And yet Jesus did more than just come to die. He also came to live as a human being. And thats how it came to be that the God who made the heavens and the earth, including the clouds that bring water to a thirsty land, wound up at the well of Jacob asking a Samaritan woman for a drink. She had something He needed.

Please give me a drink. Its how He opened the conversation (John 4:7). He gave her worth by asking her for a drink. Due to tradition and culture, He should have had nothing to do with this woman. As it turned out, He ended up revealing to her His identity as the Messiah something He did not do that directly to anyone for the rest of his ministry on earth.

Love always makes you vulnerable. Theres no way you can love and not expose yourself in some way or give something up. Love and need go together. Gods love compelled Him to do what He did because that very love created in Him a need for us. By creating us He also created in Himself a place for us, and that need was reflected many times through the life of Christ.

Jesus Christ didnt die for us because it made for good theology, He died for us because He loved us, lost us to sin, and gave Himself up to buy us back. By doing this He had to become vulnerable to the very system He created, that we might see how true love behaves. There is a death in love, and that death is the death of self. Jesus died to love us; we die as well in order to love and serve others. And part of that is in being vulnerable.

Sometimes the best thing we can do for someone is ask for help. Jesus asked the woman for a drink and three years later, he was asking for the same thing from the cross symbolic of the vulnerability He placed Himself into for the whole human race. Being vulnerable to those you love is a big part of love itself.

Ack. Benny

2006-01-27T12:48:00.000+08:00

=P Ah Choo!=P

ok... i know i haven been blogging. Well, thanx to my fever n flu! Really learn that i shouldn't anyhow confess things cos it really will come to pass! (was telling to myself that i wan to have flu n fever durin the period i was down =P)

Anyway, i have been busy at home. Doing some spring cleaning..Threw away whole lotsa stuff. But also, managed to see some old stuff which i kept. Wanted to capture them on fotos to let u guys see.. but i have no digi cam!!! Hmm... so u noe wat to do when u wanna bless me?? eh hem... noe u guys have great spiritual discernment rite.. heh..

Anyway, i was doing all my cleaning up till 3 in the morn lor.. then went to bathe again cos i was so dusty! Eh... bcos of the late nite, haix... so guilty to say that i overslept for my class again..>.<>EXCUSES! haiyo... think i haven really got myself to get into the studying environment... jia lat... help!!!

hmmm... wanna watch i not stupid too... anyone wanna watch?? sms me okie...first come first serve! muhaha... cant help it when spe so popular! -.-lll

goodness cant believe i said that.. later no one sms me, i paiseh myself! =P haha..

Ciao!

2006-01-23T01:25:00.000+08:00

!! Pre- CNY!!

Went to chinatown today finally after many nags from my mum... Well, as usual i always the one accompanying her to get all the necessary stuff over there. After all these yrs of shopping at the stalls, i kinda expected the crowd n heat. ~.~

It wasn't that bad though... wasn't as crowded as i think. Been to Chinatown one of the yrs n it wasss crazyyy! i almost thot tt i was in Orchard countdown! So... must really thank God tt i chose the rite timing today... Phew.. n it was an enjoyable trip! :)

Bought the usual goodies... dun really noe wat else to buy. *.*

Hmm... this week gonna be super busy.

Mon - go salon dye hair, trim my eyebrows (its like bush now), driving at 7pm till 9pm.

I will be driving in circuit tom for the first time!! kinda excited n scared lei.. cos its like im scared i would drive up the kerb or do something stupid. Somemore im driving in the nite! thinking if i could see clearly when i do my parking n stuff like tt.. on the road its like peak hour lor.. wonder i will overtake cars n change lane successfully.. AH!!!!! pls... Lord let me drive without fault n drive with ease...

Tue - Attend class, facial, go service

wed - Buy somemore CNY stuff n steamboat food....

Thu - Class again... Spring cleaning

Fri - Class... *yawn*

sat - Reunion dinner. But i hope to watch a movie b4 tt... see how.. after dinner, hmm..wonder i will be gg out... stay at home quite sian.. thinking of playing the rides at river ang bao since during Christmas at expo i din get to play.. :(

sun- Well, needless to say, stay at home, stretch my hands n collect ang bao.. muhaha.. then go grandma house...

Woo... WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man U scored a goal. Oh no!!!! wat a mistake! somemore at 90th min!!! Argh! Okay.. Full time liao.. this is depressing..

All liverpool fans.. wear sackcloth n moan...

Shouldn't have watch it.. Liverpool always lose when i watch..when i dun they will win. duno y. Hai... dun have mood to blog liao... *SOB!!!*

2006-01-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hot! Hot! Hot! HOT! HOT!

Wow service yest was really terrific!

Sometimes its so true that we often forget our true identity in God and be limited in our mindset. >.<

During the Tabernacle bs, Ps. Tan was telling us that according to the arithemetical calculation, by right a bumble bee can't fly given the big body n small wings. But why is the bee able to fly then? Bcos the bumble bee was not taught the arithemetical calculation! It didn't know that it can't fly! See, we mustn't be stuck in the old mindset n value system! While we r still stuck at this mindset, God has already move on! Let's be flexible. With God all things are possible.

Your life will only change when your thinking changes!

2006-01-13T04:43:00.000+08:00

If u can understand and realise...

Can't sleep.

Been watching MTV from 12 plus till now. Dunno wat to do.. Feel like going for a walk now but i will be scolded if were to go down cos its so late.

Just in a lousy mood since yest. Cried the whole night. Ha, so bad i din even went to school today. =E256, pls note tt this is a bad eg. U r nt to follow!=

Kwang, i really dunno wat i can do except to be the 'bad' person in ur life. I know u'll be angry. Seriously, i hate myself for being such an annoying person! But if u can understand and realise...

I have passed the stage of giving up on you. No matter how u (intentionally or unintentionally) try to use words that hurt badly, i wan u to know that i really wan to be an influence to you in a good way. If u can understand and realise...

You have come so far, and u and i know that, God had shown grace and mercy to you and what's more can He show u that He truly love u. If u can understand and realise...

The fact that God freed n brought u out of bondage is not to put u in anther bondage.

Kwang, all the things that we do, is really that we love you. If u can understand and realise...

If God can touch you before, He can touch you again.. You dun need to just have a encounter... Once.... but again and again and again... cos Jesus loves u. n so do I n the cg.. If u can understand and realise.. Lord, that my prayer to you. An encounter with Kwang. From u.

Chatted with Grace just nw. While talking abt kwg then i realised that she was crying. *hope u dun mind me blogging this part* Seriously, forthe first time, i was losssst for words! I dunno wat to say. Probably bcos i was feeling the same way n i understood. If onlyy he undrstand and realise...

faith.. prayer.. fasting.. anything.. i m willing......

Seeing Grace like tt, i can only tell myself to embrace myselff up. In fact, i've think i made some ppl worried bout me. Peien u need to be strong, the cell grp need u. u cant fall.

All the more i need u Lord. Who can i turn to except u.

Well as im blogging this with tears, i have this beautiful song to share with u guys. When u tell me that u love me by Westlife and Diana Ross.

http://www.arjanwrites.com/arjanwrites/2005/12/video_premiere__2.html

Its really a nice n touching song. Do hear it. Click on the MV.

As im listening to this song, just felt that it was like a communion with my heavenly father.

"everytime you touch me

i become a hero

i make u safe no matter where u are"

It's because God touched me, i can be a hero.

He is my hero so i can be one.

Jesus u are my HERO. I LOVE YOU.

2006-01-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

New kid in the block!

Phew! The construction of my new blog is finally 'done'. Well of cos there are some touch up to do but just cant wait to show case my blog to everyone! Haha~~

Hmm... its a brand new year and truly hope that i can end the year victorious! Wanna give special thx to God for 2005. When things weren't turning out the way as it seems, when i felt that the situations i'm in was a dead end, the Lord had not given up on me. Really was the grace n mercy HE had given to me. " I have fought the good fight, i have finished the race, I have kept the faith." - 2 Tim 4:7

Anyway, it has been raining cats n dogs these few days! Read the papers this may continue till fri!!! Haiyo.. but its quite shiok to nua~ on bed though. =P

Din really do anything today.. just watched tv n com for the day. But i felt so relax! Its not like everyday i can have such 'leisure'. haha... Its like i have less than i think 5 smses and 1 call for today! Cool~~ haha..
I will be busy tml le. Driving from morn at 1030- 1230. Then manicure at 3pm. Followed by BS with Jon in the evening. :)

Had been thinking bout my new yr resolutions too.. haven write it down yet. im so proud of my mems cos a couple of them have alr planned their new yr resol! *thumbs up* Hmm... i better nt lose to them. hehe..

I have my verse for the yr though.

Whom have I in heaven but You?

And there is none upon earth

that i desire beside You.

My flesh and my heart fail;

But God is the strength of my heart

and my portion forever.

-Psalm 73:25,26-