This week wasn't a very good week for me. Just dun feel the strength n mood to do anything. Been down and out. cried like er... dunno how many times... hai... *cry baby in God's eyes* =P

Mon morning, ambulance had to come to my house to bring my gm (grandma) to SGH cos apparantly her legs were very red n swollen. Guess its due to the the long term stay in bed. Also, report said that she had severe malnutrition. -think i must try to put on weight n exercise more man..-

Anyway, as many would know, my most dreaded place is.......??? ya that's right hospital. I think the phobia has worsen. can't even stand workers n nurses etc to stand near me. so workers in hospitals in the radius of 50m, pls off ur hp opps i mean stay clear from me... A million thanks...

Then tue valentine's day, nth special. was in hospital. Eeks!

Dunno is if it's bcos of the hospital visit, i fell alittle ill after tt. Had flu n sore throat today. So skipped lesson today.

hai... i really dunno how to catch up with my studies. Really dun hv the heart to study. have to always drag my feet to sch. Something must be done!! urgh!! help!!

So i spend the whole day resting then went for my driving.

I was late so i took a cab there.. Firstly, the moment i went in, the instructor was like '' woa L** u very early leh..'' Then to my horror, he said he see the time slot wrongly, i cant go in to circuit. have to drive on road today.. In my heart i was like 'hey my exam is this coming wed n i onli went into circuit once. im still so unfamiliar to the stations in the circuit. I've spent so much money, i really dun wanna fail..' Well, no choice come le, i cannot say i wanna go home, sure dun allow wan, wanna eat my money... So i thot ok n i drove.

I drove pretty well, despite it was raining and peak hour. Then, to my second horror, after an hr, i was told to drive back to Gomabak mrt. He said he can only teach me for 1hr only. I was like huh?? Firstly, i was told that my driving was 6-8pm, one hr circuit, one hr road. Then, my circuit is cancelled, so i tot it will be 2hrs on road. Now, become 1 hr on road. What is this???!!!! And is last min, on the spot when we went back to mrt then tell me that he's rushing to teach the next student. Bad mood man...

Well, maybe is a good thing la, since i wanted to go home at first. 1hr $30 bucks lei. but still think tt i shouldn't even be giving the 30 bucks lor. Hai..

Since driving exams are near, im like trying to book as many circuit as possible. So fri, tts tom, i book 5-7pm. tts the only timeslot left. so have to rush to cg. =(

Next tue timeslot is 11-1pm. Mon n wed still trying to confirm. hai... i wanto pass my driving!! on the first time!! Pray for me. thx.

Finished preparing sermon. Hope that the mems wld be blessed by the msg. As i am blogging, i was also reading grace's blog. Wah, then yeah~ song came along. Felt the presence of God. Feel like crying. Probably felt tired n the Lord wans to refresh n encourage me. I love u Lord.

Oh ya, thanks for all those ppl whu have been praying for my gm n send me sms. Sorry tt i din reply. was either busy or tired n slept alr. Thanks guys. Muacks!!